Goodbye (1)

9:23 AM

1st Oct - So unnie, today I woke up with a news about you leaving the group. It wasn’t confirmed by SM yet so I stayed cool. But later, they confirmed it. Well. It was heartbreaking, sis. I still don’t get used to it. You are no longer Girls’ Generation Jessica. You are now Jessica Jung. No longer the second oldest of Soshi. No longer Soshi’s Main Vocal. How would I survive, sis? I am being a SONE because of you. Jinjja. True that I am not buying your official albums, I am download your songs illegally, and I didn’t attend to your concert because my parent is not easy to pleased. But still, I am a proud SONE. It’s so heartbreaking seeing my favourite group ever is tearing apart. And there won’t be OT9 anymore…

You're always be my role model. I listen to Soshi because of you are there. My hi-school fellas said that, I, somehow look like you on Gee era. By then I always notice your special voice, who don’t? I always wait for your parts/lines on Soshi’s songs to sing along with you. I always dream about being a Jung. I love how your angelic voice really suits ballad songs, me like ballad songs too. Eventho ppl said your voice is somehow annoying, but not for me. I adore your cold-look face but warm heart. None can resist that, sis. Having a sense on fashion like you is what I want to follow from you. A simple elegant taste, or maybe it’s because you look good on anything…. I adore your Someday, Almost, and When You Wish Upon a Star covered by you. I love your duet with Onew soooo much! Those lovely voices blend super well! I am being a HaeSica delusional shipper too, because I found it super cute. Love you both!

 But now, on the last day of September 2014, you left the most famous girlgroup of South Korea. It’s insane, sis. Madness, I always say. I read the rumours, hurting myself. Reading that you are getting married next year. What the hell, sis. What’s going on?? Oh God, I am alr attached to you. I am just one of a billion delusional fans who always think that we are a close friend of yours. I always say that I am one of your lil sis cause you are actually have two. And I am on an urge to talk to you right now, listen to your explaination about the real situation which SM never gonna tell public. Let you share the pains you own.. so complicated being a delusional fans. But I will support you! Stay as a Gorjess Spazzer who proud of her Idol. Wish He blessed your marriage, your BLANC, your 8 sisters, y(our) lil sis, and of course your happiness. Stay strong, Ice Princess. You’ve had enough. Thanks for staying with us as a Girls’ Generation member for 7 years. I know you want more years, I am waiting for your comeback stage. Stay awesome, Jessi. It’s not a farewell right?



pics by me, a prove that I adore you that much. using your pictorials as my assignment for Media Management Class about making printed magazine.

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